Tuesday, March 31, 2009
i've been having sharp abdominal pains that are gastric-like since saturday night and it was getting difficult getting up from the bed or standing up from the chair. also, the past week i also started having chest pains once or twice in a day.
i've stopped my medication last week thursday, so the pain is creeping back to my senses. passing urine, stool, as well as gas, really hurts my tummy muscles.
hubby asked me not to force myself on long walks and too much movement as it might slow down my way to full recovery.
this morning i decided a trip back to my doctor so he could explain what's happening to me. he performed the physical examination in my abdomen and also pelvic area, then asked the nurse to take me to the laboratory for a urine test, stool test and blood test.
i wasn't able to provide my stool even if i tried my very hardest to force it out in the toilet. i've had two trips in the toilet and stayed there for some ten minutes, but still, no stool. i went back to the doctor after some 30 minutes when the urine and blood test results were in. he didn't bother much about the "stool" thing when i asked him anyway.
the doctor's verdict on me:
-and a trip to the pharmacy for my prescription
and my biopsy result was released already. they did not let me have a copy but i took a peek on the reports (aside from the doctor's explanation that the ovarian cyst is benign). my doctor said it would be safe to be preggy after 3-6 months as i need to fully recover from the major surgery i had.
i'll be seeing the doctor after two weeks. or sooner if the gastric-like pain doesn't go away [hope not].
Saturday, March 28, 2009
our very own Sony Vaio SR
got smitten by the glossy pink color!
[good thing that hubby was not "that" particular with my gurly craving]
although at the last minute, he got into serious thinking about the color.
hubby: bite, bakit nga ba pink?
bite: eh hubby yung black naman super dull ang color. i won't be happy using a black lappy. [pacute smile]
hubby: how about a bigger and wider screen? good for watching movies. [eyeing that black boring Toshiba with 15" screen]
bite: hubby naman, how can i bring a sturdy heavy lappy when i'm so skinny na nga. besides, it's not even pink. [eyes rolling]
hubby: *sigh* [i guess he was thinking if the lappy is really for "us" or just for "me"]
carlo the pinoy salesman: sir ayos na tong Sony Vaio basta masaya si ma'am.
hubby: happy ka ba dito bite?
bite: [smiling triumphantly] tara kaskas na natin!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
"Clear the streets: Google Street View is here! Yes, from today, if you live in one of 25 cities, including London, Belfast, Cardiff and Edinburgh, you'll be able to navigate 360 degrees through photographs of your town from the comfort of your browser.
"To use Street View, zoom into the closest magnification in Google Maps or Google Earth and click on the Street View link. You can then use the arrows to scoot up and down streets, click and swipe your mouse to look around, or drag the little flying orange dude -- Pegman, he's called -- to new locations. Endless fun.
just go to Google Maps UK, then click "Street View in UK"
you can have different views of the street you have selected and will also provide you an approximate address. this is the west side of the address given [12 Knockbreda Gardens, Belfast, Northern Ireland].
this is the frontal view of the same address
i had fun doing this. it can be a great help for those lost in the streets of UK or for those looking for an available parking space.
the creepy part is that you can't hide anything from the world now. anyone can have a look at your home/street (in UK).
whatever happened to privacy?
if this ever becomes available in the Philippines, how will Google Maps manage to provide an "approximate address" to the slum areas of Metro Manila? and how about the thousands of islands scattered in our archipelago?
*just a thought*
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i sooo sooo wanna thank hubby during my sick-o days.
he was, and will always be there to take care of me...
even if i was almost always throwing tantrums on my hospital bed...
even if i easily get irritated with his questions that needed loonggg answers...
even if i would always wake him up because i needed to make wee-wee in the bathroom in the middle of the night...
even if i was tigas-ulo that i would try to sneak eating grapes while i'm on "fasting"...
even if i was making kulet for him to make kulet to my doctor to "please remove my freakin' catheter and stockings"...
even if in the middle of the night, he'll try to be as awake as i am when i can't sleep...
even if i was a cry-baby whenever the nurses prick the needles to get my blood...
even if most of the time i am too tired to answer him or even talk to him...
even if i got lots of hematoma (pasa) from the surgery...
even if i did not wash my face or had time to brush teeth everyday during my hospital time...
for he would still give me hugs and kisses
and whisper his "iloveyous"
to make me sleep amidst my pains.
i love you too, hubby, so much
in kapampangan, "kaluguran daka rin, babatak"!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
taken on 13 march, groge pa ko jan
3. since admission, i was fasting for 5 days!
5. during my stay in the hospital, i have had 21 needle pricks on my two arms and three on my butt.
6. my IV fluid set was changed three times (twice on my left and once on my right) because my hand would swell so much that my fingers have become human sausages!
my third set of IV fluid
8. i have three small cuts in my laparoscopic surgery (two on my left and one below my belly button)
9. got discharged on monday night, march 16.
10. hospital bill for my appendectomy is 19,356 dirhams!!!! (fortunately it was covered by the insurance) while the ovarian cyst cost us 6,000 dirhams!!!! i don't want to think of converting it to peso.
and now i'm at home already for 3 days nows. it's much better being at home as i feel much stronger. and more movement. the doctor said i still need another 2 weeks to rest before i become fit to work again. good thing that my company is very supportive.
thanks to my families, friends and officemates who were checking on my status everyday. and also thanks to the very kind nurses in the hospital amidst my irritability and crying moments with the needles.
and most importantly, i thank God for all the blessings and the strength He has given me while being tortured with pain.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009
then, i came across this caloric needs calculator and the result for my current weight?
i need 1,125 kilocalories** a day to maintain my current weight of 90 pounds.
but! i also just discovered from this website how many calories i need to take for my dream "100-pound yummybite".
the requirement? 1,250 kilocalories, at least.
after all the googling and finally making a food/calorie table. i printed it out and planned to post it on our closet door. i could have posted it on the door fridge but we don't have our own (common fridge with other flatmates), as a constant reminder sana while preparing our meals.
nevertheless, i just want to share how much calorie intake i had yesterday.
see that yellow highlight?
and with the variety of filipino food, ingredients and other pampalasa, just how can i calculate the calorie count of adobo, sinigang or kare-kare?
Note: on most food labels, kilocalorie = calorie.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
in my eyes,
the tears that are
about to take
and your silhouette
i could much
but you have
turned your back.
TIME has lent me its TIME.
and i can’t look back.
i can’t change it all.
i could not remember..
i could not mutter..
ONCE UPON A TIME…
-poetry [19 July 2006]
Monday, March 2, 2009
"weight loss" would return 117,000,000 results from google and typing
"diet" would return 162,000,000 results.
yahoo has a much wider resource for the same terms, you would get 531,000,000 and 870,000,000 results respectively.
as you see, there were too many helpful sites about losing weight and diet thingies that the net is overly crowded with advertisements (mostly).
for the most (or whole?) part of my life, i've never been interested with losing weight. i'm on the other side of the fence.
slim, petite, underweight, malnourished, buto-buto (all bones and no muscle), kite (as in saranggola ni pepe), yatot, payatot, poste, anorexic, bulimic
these were my categories ever since, and forever and ever na yata ito.
i'm the one at the center
i am neither anorexic nor bulemic. i eat a lot actually. and i get hungry all the time. and i love chocolates and ice cream and pasta!
just today i've tried searching the net for "gain weight" and yahoo has returned 185,000,000 results only compared to diet and weight loss. but but but...it's still in the milliones side so it's still okay. i won't be able to look on to all of the searches anyway. i'm pretty sure that only a handful would be truly helpful and genuine.
the net is flooded with advertisements and promises. the worst is that some of these ads are really harmful and would cause side-effects that would only put you in danger. e.g. steroids
i had my own experience back in college with this chinese herbal medicine called "ling zhi" (not the complete name) that promised to boost my appetite. it did worked on me putting up some 10 more pounds within 2 weeks of use (sorry i don't have pics of me) but it didn't feel right at the same time. the first week i've taken it, i had palpitations, and i can't stop eating. even when i'm already on my bed at 11pm and really really sleepy, my tummy would release a growl that will surely frighten the person next to me (like my sister who would sharply turn her on my side). i would have 5 heavy meals as in with a plateful of rice everytime. i even remember having my stomach so full that i had a difficulty breathing.
that of course alarmed me. and my hubby too (then boyfie). he told me that although he loves hugging the new "tabachingching" me, it doesn't look right on me. parang nagmamanas daw coz my upper body remains the same (except for the face where the manas is evident).
tsk tsk tsk!
so i stopped it eventually even if i'm so tempted to go on with it. good thing i did not gave in to temptations. too risky.
i once searched the net about the herbal medicine and it turned out it contains high level of
that routine lasted until 6th grade coz in high school, i started the caplets of Centrum naman.
hmmm...up til now, me and my siblings are still wondering where did the vitamins went.
i have tried so many things useless and thoughtless. my cousin told me i should eat more fast-food so i would grab a burger or fries or pizza any chance i got. nothing happened. just feeling bloated with the trans-fat that came with it. my other friend asked me to eat more chocolates coz it worked for her and she thinks that it would work for me. i think she lied to me *silly me*
it is so difficult pa naman for me to gain weight. if i have this routine of eating 4 heavy meals for 6 consecutive days gaining 1 pound per day, just missing the routine on the 7th day would burn down the 6 pounds i've earned. back to zero again!
tipping the scale is like suspense to me everytime
i know, i know. that most people (girls) would envy the slim-ness of me. i'm a size "0" or size "8" (UK). but then, i don't get to see much of my sizes on the clothes rack. i also get frustrated with the limited range of "extra smalls" on shops that i so love. especially with jeans! i love skinny jeans but most pairs i adore are either too long for my petite-ness or just too roomy for my skinny legs. how can i even call them "my skinny jeans" if there's still a room for one more leg!
dang! [thinking about the most coveted dress that i can't wear unless repaired, which is not so fabbity]
this is me. just being whiny and unpredictably ungrateful.
was this just purely hereditary or simply high-speed metabolism?